New Leap

I have recently learned how to work as a Poll manager. In a small town with a population of about 962 people it amazes me how much people get heated over Politics. Of, course I can't discuss what the issues were, but I have learned through this experience how people tend to let the smallest issues bother them more than the major issues. It amazed me how they were discussing, not in the precinct of course, but around the town, about something that could easily be fixed, and yet we need to be discussing how to fix issues in the school, or bring business to the town. I just couldn't believe that they would get so mad over silly things. I am not bashing the Town, because I love the town, I just wished they would put the petty aside and discuss what really matters. I work for three weeks in early and I worked on election day. It was a very unique experience and I am so thankful for the opportunity. I do hope I will be able to work again next year COMPASS test on November the 15th. After that I should be getting a letter that says whether I am accepted or not.I will be majoring in business and I hope to some day own  my own Business. That's is all for this Blog Thanks

My Favorite Authors and Why

Philipa Gregory,Lorie Copeland, Jane Austen, Kare Kingsbury,Lurlene McDaniel, The first is because I love history and She writes the storeys as close to history as she can, but Its a story and not just a straight through Biography, Lorie, I like her because she writes love stories of christian couples and she writes them in the old days and You can tell she has a strong faith because of her books, Jane, who doesn't Love Jane Austen lol I love that they are back in the old days and they are very romantic stories, I read her to story to imagine a love story I would like to have that is similar to theirs, Karen , Is an awesome Arthur, she tells you stories of real and how you can Trust in the Lord in different situations, and They are all kinds of stories, I know that at least one of her books would be very similar to your life, Last but certainly not least Is Lurlene If you like stories that will touch your heart and make you cry, then you certainly would like this author, She writes about people who surfers from some type of cancer, all her books have made me cry, but It makes you more thankful, for your health and appreciate the things that you have.

Business Ideas!

Hey Everyone, I have an Idea for a business I would like to start in Elberton, it is something that I think that this wonderful small town truly needs. Yes, I said wonderful I guess some people just meant to live in small towns even if they don't want to admit it LOL,Just kidding, anyway,I see this business not only as way to make money, but I see it as a great ministry opportunity as well. I hope it to be a way I can reach the youth in Elberton. I can't reveal any Ideas on here, of course, because of people will steal my Idea. I hope that I can do this. I need help so, if you know of a good way I can get a grant, I would really appreciate the help.  I hope to start working on it soon. I am really excited about it, but I am going to need a lot of help.If you know of a church who wants to help reach the youth in these surrounding small town please let me know. I will reveal more when it starts coming together. I know is going to take a lot of time, and I am really getting anxious to get it started, but I ask for your prayers that I willing do this on God's timing and His Way. Thank you that is all for today.  

More Dad problems

Ugh I am so sick of my Dad, only reason I call him that is because I don't want to give his name out. He fussed at my little sister, because she wanted change her mind about what she wanted to do for a living! She is not even out of high school! The man is a complete Idiot. He acts like he is God and we suppose bow down and do everything he tells to do. Nothing we do is good enough, I'm so sick of him. I wish he would leave us the Hell alone. Excuse my language,but I can't take his crap anymore. I wish he would just leave us all alone! Evidently that is way to much to ask from someone! Ugh I can't believe audacity of some people!!!!!!!!!! I hope my little sister follows HER DREAMS AND LIVE HER OWN LIFE., and not worry about what that sorry person has to say to her about her dreams! I hope you who is reading this follows your dreams and Don't let anyone hinder you from living the life you want live, especially you women out there, you can do whatever it is you want to do. Im am so tired of sorry sexest men out thier who think that all women good for his serving them and giving them what they want! I Know there is still good men out there, and I hope I will be able to find and marry him, but It will be a long time before I can trust one. ALL the men in my life have been nothing, but sorry little Jerks,to put it politly. Man I can't believe he is still talking hatefully to my mother and is blaming her for everything and saying we ruined his life! He is a complete and total lier! I can't wait until I am able to move, I swear I'm moving out of this state and im not coming back!!!!!!!!!! I am so angry my chest hurts everyday. He is the most sorriest farther in the world and he is not a man he is a sorry little boy!
For those who are reading this I hope and pray, that you have a wonderful farther figure in your liffe, and I hope that men who read this know that they need to step up and be men of God. You suppose to be the leader of the house, so act like a man and do your job right!

Thirty-one business

I have been doing really good with my Thirty-one business. I had a 600 dollar party and a 230 dollar catalog party. I have some more orders to place too. I am trying to be able to go to the National Conference in Ohio. I am hoping to also earn the next quality kit. I need some of our new products in the new spring Catalog, so I can show them at the partys. Me and my twin sister are hoping to go to the conference, just us two so we can spend some time by ourselves together. It is July 13-16. We will get to tour where they make the products and do the monogramming. I am really excited about it! I hope I can get up the money to go. I am at my sister's right now. I spent a couple of days here this week. I am going to the doctors tomorrow. I also have to go Friday. I got hearing aids. I can hear allot better with them, but Its going to take awhile to get use to them. I hope I can get the left fixed, it makes all machines that are running sound louder than anything else and I can't nothing but the machine running. I really am tired of having to go the doctor all the time. I am going home tonight, my sister will get my tonight after she gets done with class. I don't want to go home I wish I could stay a little longer, but I have to go to the doctors as usual lol. Well, I guess that is all for today.

This crazy week!

This has been the longest week of my life, and I certainly don't mena that in a good way! My stomach has been killing me all week and I have no clue why hurts so bad all the. The weather here has been insane! I so cannot wait until summer! I thought i like snow, but after this week I don't think so anymore. I have arthritis and this weather has made me so sore all week long. I can't get enough sleep, because my legs would hurt so bad during the night. I haven't been able to hardly eat anything, because of my stomach. I have been so sick all week long and it was like everything bad had to happe this week and the sad thing is this week isn't over and I still been feeling sick to my stomach. I have been stuck in this apartment all week, because of this crazy insane weahter. I give props to those who live in areas were its normal to have blizzards, because I could so never live there! I really don't know how you guys do it! If I move I would move some where like Florida or California! I know this is random, but I wanted to see the new show off the map,but my sister wants to see hot in cleveland, and of course my luck it comes on the same night at the same time! My luck sucks, any way thats all of my depressing life for today.

How can you love someone one day and then decide the next you don't?

OK I know my blogs are probably, well is the most depressing blog you will read, but I have to let my anger out some how. I am 20 years old, and I don't have the slightest clue with what I want to do for a living and I'm still living with my mother, although she is the greatest mother on earth, (I know my opinion lol) I do think it is a little sad to still be living with her. I'm not going to college right now because I have no idea where I want to go or what to go for. Anyway, I am so tired of just sitting around the house with nothing to do. I am so tired of being mad and i don't know why I can't just move on, because in all honesty my father never gave a crap about me! I'm trying so hard not to become a sexist,but I so wonder if there is any good men out there. It is so hard, because every single relationship, of any kind, has sucked! I maybe crazy for saying this, but i just can't seem to understand why someone can pretend for 19 years that they care about you then all of sudden decides he don't care about you anymore. Why can't i just not care anymore, instead of feeling this pain. It sure would be heck of a lot easier to deal with. hopefully someday I will be able to just forget about him, but it certainly isn't in the near future. Its not just the crap he said or did to me, but how he treated my mother and my sisters. No one could never do anything  right. That man is so stubborn that I think if you told him the sky is blue he would argue that it is green, just so he could argue. He has the nerve to tell me that he knows how it is to have arthritis, (I know arthritis is nothing compare to other diseases out there and that is not what I'm trying to say by any means),  and he don't have it! He would just argue with me and tell me what I need to do. I was going to New Orleans Baptist Theological Seminary to become a missionary, but I am no long er going there. He would tell me over and over again that I am not going to be pay for that job. I told him that God would provide for me and he would say God wants you to work for your money! I said I just want to do what God wanted me to do. He would say he wants you to go get a real job! I believe with all my heart God can get any one he wants to saved, but I think it would take Jesus himself to come and to save him personally! I know I probably should not say that, but I can't help, but to believe that.  If you read this remember one thing, that I am a true christian and I love Jesus with all of my heart, but I am only human and i have to let my anger out some how. Anyway, I hope if any man is reading this please ignore my comments about hating all men, i rattled on sometimes lol. I don't really meant it

Moving

I live in Elberton,but right after Christmas me and my mom and my two other sisters will be moving to Bowman. We will move into a 1 bedroom apartment. I am really worried about us not having enough room, but we will get over it. I am trying to look at this as a new chapter in my life.We moved the first of January so we started the new year in the new apartment. Its not as bad as I thought it was going to be concerning the space . We make it work. It is still kind of weird living in Bowman, living in the town. I always lived in the woods. I do miss it some, but i can get use to this pretty fast. This is my first blog so I am going to give some basic info. about me. I am 20 years old . I am a 31 Consultant, that is a christian based company that sales pocket books, wallets etc. I am working on geeting our new apartment organized and trying to find room for all of our sutff. I have sastemic rheumotoid arthritis, I've had that since i was 19 months old. So I have had my fair share of doctor visits. I am trying to decied what i want to do for a living. I thought about doing missions, I really thought that is what God wanted me to do, but stuffs happened that made me rethink if that is what he wants. I really dont want to say why right now,maybe later. Right now i just feel like i am at a stopping point. I don't know what to do next. Im not even going to school right now. So I have no Idea what I would like to do for a living. I am praying about it hopefully God will give me the answer soon. Well that is all for today